LIKE OR NOT?

:( ANDREW,

YOU JUST APPEAR AND DISAPPEAR ANY TIME YOU WANT,

EAT ME !

DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM SO FUCKING MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW?

salah paham

well okay, let me write it without thinking , and considering , and guessing THAT NO ONE WOULD READ MY BLOG!

and that's why i write on blog, hahhaha xD

well okay, back then from the lastweek!

aku ngobrol banyak sama Andrew, well, kayakna dia boring ato sebel gara" aku yang banyak bacot. it's a big NO NO for your second date~! really!
dia buru" pamitan mau pergi sama keluarganya, well, i think dia lagi malas ngobrol atau merasa kepaksa gitu yah, that he knew that i was really boring? *sigh*

setelah dia pamitan , dan kita pulang, aku sms dia supaya take care di jalan. and NO REPLY.

aku nungguin sampai besok mungkin dia mau balas , ternyata sampai hari selasa, dia gak balas juga.

aku tahu, aku yang keburu GR atau semacamnya, had a thought that he would like me? please.
who AM I?

he's really handsome, dan aku cuma upik abu kayak gini. -________- i am gonna hit my head after this .

dan sampai sekarang, aku gak bisa berhenti mikirin dia, kira-kira kenapa dia gak balas sms aku atau seenggaknya trying buat calling aku atau tanya kabar aku.
aku rasa aku yang kegenitan deh, dari dulu aku terus yang sms duluan dan rasanya dia cuma "kelihatannya" nanggepin sms anak kecil yg kasihan kalo gak dibalas. eat me!!!!

aku sedih, kalo ini udah nunjukin SIGN kalo aku tertolak yah sudah lah yah emang aku bisa apa. nyadar sih mungkin dia cari yang lebih mature, secara dia udah 28 tahun dan pasti cari yang serius DAN cari yang single. hagagaga. shit. dia tau kali yah kalo aku punya pacar, trus kenapa dia mau aku ajakin ketemuan?

sedih sih, sedih banget :( rasanya mau nangis. :( :(

Is this Love or Myth?

YesterdayI waited for your friends to walk awaySo I could say just what I mean
I know we're moving fastWe're running from the pastI'm holding on before it fades away
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake?And baby, that's alrightIt's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why theySay that we should give it timeBut time is not enough and that's the reason whyWhen you're young, you fall in love
Standing stillI'm waiting 'round to see if this is real'Cause I feel like I'm asleep
I'll open up my eyes'Cause you might be the typeOf boy that makes me dream when I'm awake
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake?And baby, that's alrightIt's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
So tell me can this really workOr will we end up getting hurt?Is this love or myth?
So tell me are you ready for thisThere's so much more than we can seeMore than you, more than meIt takes two lovelies

dear blog,
kemarin aku ketemu sama dia lagi , tapi cuma sebentar mihihi.

kali ini aku yang banyak ngoceh :/ aku takut bikin kesan gak asik, ditengah convo dia sedikit menguap, mungkin dia boring kali yah -_-!! tapi pas terakhir kita mau say goodbye, dia bilang kalo dia enjoying our convo. ehm, masa sih? kalo aku pikir aku kemarin yang terlalu dominated, dan dia cuma listening dan listening. dan di akhir convo, he gave his best smile :) and tossed my head. aku bener" nemuin sosok "abang" di dalam dirinya. uhm, apa ini yg disebut jatuh cinta? hmm.. nggak kali yah, kurasa ini cuma sekedar kekaguman, he's nice, calm dan honest, tapi kenapa habis ketemu itu aku gak bisa tidur yah? .

♥

KYAAAAAAA!!!!

HE IS CALLING ME!~ ♥

HE SAID "i was hoping to find you here, and finally, 

it's good to see you again" ♥

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

WHAT DID I DO YESTERDAY?

INI MUKA TARUUUKK DIMANAAA?

MIAPAAAH AKU NGAJAKIN ANDREW KETEMUAN?

IYAH KALO DIYAH NAKSIR GUWEH, KALO NGGAK?

SHYIIIITTT, PASTI GUWEH MAREN LAGI MABOK PARAH. MABOK PARAH, MABOK PARAH.

ADUUUH, GAK BERANI BUKA HAPE. BELUM DIBALES, TAPI TAKUT APA NANTIK BALESANNAAA...

D'OOOOOOOOOOH BISA GAK SIH SMS YANG TERLANJUR TERKIRIM DI PENDING ULANG, DI CANCEL LAH, DI DELETE KALO PERLU..

ALLAHU AKBAAAR, HIKZ., MAU DITARUK DIMANA MUKA GUWEH?

EMANG GUWEH SIAPA BERANI NGAJAK KETEMUAN?

NYAAAAAAAAAAAAH :((((((((((((((((((

i would do anything for you :)

Never wanna stand up for myself
Never wanna get in the way, I said it
I don’t know what the plan is,
But you can share with me,
‘cause I’ll Be listening here,
To everything you say, I won’t turn away
And I will listen, open up my heart and
I must say that I love you, so

Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known

Every day is a battle I face
Strange life i live but its what you've decided
I’ll give it all into your hands,
Do what you will with me, and oh
I’ll smile when you speak
Remember all those times I was hoping for something
And shaking my head from all I have done
But you never left me

Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known

Give it up for you, I would give it up for you
I would give it up for you, I’d do anything for you

I have fallen in love